I was self sabotaging. I had big dreams, and honestly, they were so big that my body couldn't feel them and my mind couldn't wrap around it. How do you imagine $100,000 a month? What would that feel like, look like, what would you buy? I had my dreams so big that it was simply a joke to my mind.
The ironic part is I didn't want to play it "small" anymore. So I thought by dreaming big, I wasn't being small. But if I can't create it, how could the big dreams ever come true?
Until, I had a shift, a mental clarity. Take the small, actionable steps, and repeat. I know how to create and spend $10,000 a month. I know what steps I have to take. It's by doing the little things that allows me to expand into "greatness", into bigger dreams.
In essence, I'm playing and dreaming big...just one, small step at a time.